Sleeping Beauty Queen.. NOT!

It's almost 3am now.. & i'm still awake..
sleeping used to be my favourite thing.. i loved sleeping.. & can never get enough of it.. even my ex-housemates & neighbours called me the Sleeping Beauty/Queen.. but i guess i don't live up to my that title anymore. Instead, i'm the DEPRIVED Sleeping Beauty Queen.. might as well be both.. a beautiful queen instead of just either Beauty or Queen..

Since i've started work after my studies in Sept 2005, i've became a workaholic.. sleep no longer my priority.. it has became almost my very last priority. most of the time, i would only go to bed when i can no longer stay awake.

i loved my job.. which involves meeting lotsa ppl & i would just fit my whole day with appointments.. until i have no time for my dearest DL. then, i would feel so guilty for not spending time with DL & thus, would meet up with DL at late nites.. hang out with him until wee hours.. & started feeling 'depressed' for not having time for myself or with DL.. which DL would then tell me that I'm just too stressed out with my work. but when the next morning comes, i would get back to the start of the circle again.. goin on with my work until late.. for i believe that if i work really hard now & be really successful with my business, i would have more time & wealth in my older years to come.

"A+B+C= Success, where A = Work hard, B = play hard & C = Keeping your mouth shut" by Albert Einstein.

This is one my favourite quotes by Albert Einstein. I like to believe that i'm doin A & B quite well.. not too sure about the C..
work really hard during the day.. & sometimes at nites.. & i play really hard as well.. there's always something happening after my work, which brings to the lack of time for myself..

i guess my real problem is time-management.. & priority setting..

alrite then, since i know what's my problem now.. & found the solutions.. which are to set my priorities, have to admit that i'm not a super-gal, hence i can't do everything at once.

cool, i guess i can call it a day & go to bed now.. gonna have an early start for saturday tmr.

shall do the time-management & priorities thingie tomorrow.. i'm also a procastinator.. sigh.. maybe i wouldn't do those tmr..

Cool.. just me blog!

Cool.. just started my very 1st blog moments ago.. such a spontaneous decision.. never thought of starting one before.. wondering how long am i gonna stick to this? started a diary last year.. went out all the way to Chadstone to buy a lovely diary..stuck a ribbon as the marker.. but only written less than 10 posts in it.. & now, it's left in the shelf collecting dust.

always thought that by keeping notes of my daily life.. ie a diary.. i'll eventually learn in my older years to appreaciate what i've done over the years..

*i'm having such a hard time writing.. can't believe it.. even on my very 1st blog! my mom has been coming into my room so often.. at such odd hours (1am in the morning!!!) & trying to strike a conversation with me.. trying to snoop around with what i'm doin.. this is so annoying!!! anyway, i've just managed to shoo-ed her out of my room.. shall continue now in peace *

so, yeah, perhaps i'll appreciate in the future that i've kept note on what happened in my life.. but at the same time, i can't help it but feeling that it's kindda waste of time.. & what happened to the notion, the past shall be the past? no point goin back to the past..

anyway, i've started one now.. maybe i'll actually get addicted to 'blogging'.. a behaviour that i find it's kindda hard to understand.. maybe it's because i never did actually try it.. well, here i am..

glad that tomorrow is friday.. & yay, i can sleep in late!! but i really want to work out in the morning.. really need to bring my cholesterol level down & lose some weight.. i shall see what's my feeling or motivation when i wake up tmr..